Wednesday, June 17, 2009

When time stood still......


if only for a moment time stood perfectly still.

So I was looking for an old photo of me when I happened across this one....
It was taken by someone who was once very special to me.

This photo was taken at the same time that I took a pic of that special someone. We promised to keep them forever. To take them out once a year, look at them together, and ask ourselves just one question. Do we still feel the way we did when this was taken? It was a wondrous occasion when we first lived out this ritual however I have not looked at this photo more than once in all this time. That special someone is no longer mine. This photo has been locked away on a memory card along with countless other photos of times forgotten. Today I took a trip down memory lane and realized I miss this type of thing. The special relationship I once had, the way it felt to be near him, the things we did, the times we shared, the passion. I miss it all and I miss him. I once thought I must have never loved this person. How could I ever love someone who would cause me such pain? I did though. With all of my heart. Now I find myself forever searching for the feelings from that moment. That special moment when time stood still...